Woman who’ve had back to back pregnancy’s ???

So I’ve had two c sections, one early 2018 and another late 2019. I just found out I’m pregnant AGAIN and I want to cry . Before I’m attacked, I was on birth control and we used condoms so how this happened I don’t know. My 2018 c section was an emergency and ended in stillbirth which is why I had another baby in 2019 ( not to replace the baby I lost but to help me to cope which honestly it has in a lot of ways ) . My 2019 baby isn’t even a year old yet and I’m already pregnant . I’m scared that because I’ve had so many back to back pregnancy’s and c sections that I’ll die or my uterus will rupture or that I’ll even have to have a hysterectomy. Has anyone gone back to back like this ? If so please tell me your stories good or bad .