Woke today and havent been able to keep one damn thing down. 7 weeks 6 days and I had been feeling the nausea but hadnt thrown up yet till today. It was something I thought I’d be able to control… Turns out projectile vomiting all over your own arm is not something you can control. Afterwards, I tried my best to eat an apple and some crackers and drink some cranberry juice and water.. I managed to keep it down for two hours with my prenatal vitamin but alas that came to a quick swift end as I emptied that out of my sore/achy system involuntarily as well. Currently letting some ginger ale and chicken bouillon settle and hoping I can at least keep that bit of nutrients in me! Hot and cold flashes, headaches like crazy.. rotating the cold packs from being strapped to my neck and head to my super sore titties!😆😭 Feeling pretty miserable, cant even watch anything my head is pounding so bad. Pretty much glued to the darkness of my bedroom and wondering if this will pass or is this just getting started! Sadly sitting in my head despising all women that I’ve heard say they love being pregnant..😒 wondering if there will be any of this I find enjoyment out of at some point. All I wanted to do was keep that prenatal vitamin down with a bit of food for bby😥 Feeling isolated and lonely.. cant participate in quality living atm and couldnt even get enough strength or muster up enough good feeling to get myself outside even just once today.. not even to tend to my garden!🤦🏼‍♀️😭 Thank fuck that the pandemic took everything from me and I no longer have a business or job... I wouldnt be able to work rn anyways😒😭

Sincerely hoping for brighter better tomorrows... I cringe at the idea of being this ill for another 7 months!😥🤢🔫 Rant over. Sorry ladies😆