Hey mamas....

I had my daughter about 2.5 weeks ago.

During the pregnancy I didnt feel connected to her (I had 3 losses before and I was subconscious protecting myself) and was told that once she was born I would feel totally differently. However, when she was born I may have felt overwhelming love, but she was taken to the NICU pretty quickly and it was traumatizing... possibly ruining my experience?

I now dont feel that crazy connection that mothers talk about.... I feel so guilty and try to talk myself into it but it's not working. I obviously love her but am bot feeling like I'm supposed to.

Anyone else....?

I dont think its PPD at this point