My husband and I want to try conceiving and I have been so ready and prepared to get pregnant. Well I didn’t want to try to conceive this month because then if I got pregnant, our baby would be due in May. May is a sensitive month for me and I don’t know if I’m being immature about it or if I need to get over it. So May, is when my husband and his ex wife got married, their anniversary, May is also her birthday, my ex fiancés birthday and the date my ex fiancé and I were supposed to get married. I have no feelings or care about my ex, but my husband was literally married to his ex the entire time we were dating (I didn’t know, they were also separated for years) so it’s a touchy subject and I’m bitter. Idk I just want to hear how you would feel. I want a baby so bad, but I don’t want to be reminded of anyone else on their birthday.