*just need to vent*
My husband and I haven't seen each other in a few days so when he finally came home tonight we were both excited. Very obviously we cuddled and eventually things got heated so we started get into stuff. I was gonna just blow him but he asked me to ride him. I was more than happy to but I said 'I don't think I have condoms.' He rolled his eyes and I told him to maybe just do the pull out method but he didn't want to
So I said I might have one or two (I'm at my moms- so I packed a couple before coming- but the thing is, I unpacked my whole bag yesterday and I couldn't find them, so I just told him I didn't have them)
Looked in my bag and low and behold I do have them
I put the condom him and started riding him but he wasn't into it anymore
I asked why and he was just quiet
After a lot of me trying to get him back Into the mood he said I should just get off
I asked why and he said because if I didn't even wanna pack the condoms it must mean I don't wanna have sex w him
But I did pack them. I just couldn't find them before
And I do want to have sex with him and now he's mad at me and told me to think about what I did wrong and has his back turned towards me and I know what kind of mood he's in cuz he does this and he'll stay quiet to me for a few days and then I'll have to apologize to him for idea what I did wrong but I have to give him the right reason or he'll be more mad
Sorry if anyone actually wasted their time reading this. I just wanted to get my thoughts out into words
Let's Glow!
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.