I made the decision to break up with my boyfriend of 4 months... I feel like we rushed our relationship and I couldn’t handle the relationship I was in...

I met his family he met mines we work in the same hospital together he recently switched to another facility but coworkers ask about us and I hate it but it breaks my own heart to tell people we aren’t together... because I couldn’t handle the relationship

He was the only person who understood me,didn’t judge me for anything who loved me unconditionally but I’m not ready to act like the mother of his child... I was already changing things in his life in just 4 months.. I felt like I had to pressure him to be a better father and I couldn’t deal with that...

I feel like I broke my heart.