So I am 3 going on 4 years of trying to conceive with my current relationship, and I am worried that either I M being cursed somehow for having an abortion at 19 (for many reasons, I regret having it till this day) I am 30 years old and since I was little I have always wanted to be a mother. I wanted to have my baby at 19, but it was a rough time for me for many reasons but I feel like I am the blame but I know it may be my partner now but I just feel like I can’t ever conceive. I do smoke cigarettes and drink and it just makes it worse when I find out I’m not pregnant.

I am here to ask for help! I want to stop smoking and drinking. I am not a drunk just have a couple drinks after work but it’s daily and hate it.

If anyone can recommend any great recommendations on help in Las Vegas or how I can get some help to get healthy and also get help conceiving.

Thank you ladies very appreciated and baby dust to all and love’

Eli