Anyone else finding it harder and harder to be excited and supportive about others people’s pregnancy’s around you??

I swear everyone I know decides they’re ready for a baby and within a month of trying, literally they get pregnant 😑

I’m 10 years TTC and my sister just had twins, my best friend is 16 weeks pregnant and my partners younger brother and his mrs just accidentally conceived and I’m having a hard time being excited for everyone when my heart hurts every month that I get AF 😭😫😣 How do I stop being a jealous bi**h?