UPDATE: Scared to test

After 4 days late and decided to buy a pregnancy test today guess who decides to come to ruin my day? Like im tired of constantly being disappointed. I can’t handle this roller coster of emotions. I have anxiety and stress like i just want to give up on trying. My poor soon to be 6 year old boy is eager to be a big brother and just breaks my heart that I haven’t been able to grant his wish.

Anyway just wanted to share how im feeling.

Hello

2 days late. Scared and anxious to test. Is it too soon? Don’t want to be disappointed (again) if it comes back neg. what would you do?