I'm exhausted. I work from home which means I'm doing virtually all the childcare. I breastfeed so my baby is constantly clinging to me, 45 minutes at a time, 9 times a day. When he's asleep and I'm not working, I'm cleaning the house or doing laundry. I'm physically exhausted. Sundays belong to my in laws and Saturdays are spent cleaning or grocery shopping, if the in laws aren't at my house then too. Every time my husband touches me it is with the expectation of sex. If the exhaustion isn't enough of a turn off, it still feels like I'm being stabbed, and honestly I'm just touched out. I'm exhausted.