Soo I FINALLY am official with my love who I dated before back in January... I’ve been soo happy and excited and I’m ovulating so I’m so sensitive and sentimental. We’ve been so sweet and Cakey and I finally feel good. But this is the second time he brought up a 3 some this week. With another female.. I told him a few months ago I wanted one and agreed to having one of each last year. But I feel like I’ve been fighting to be with him for 5 months and just want a real chance together so I don’t want to share him rn. Him keep asking me is making me feel insecure and sad. Like I’m not enough. I just want to enjoy each other and maybe I’d be ok with it in the future but dam can I just enjoy this bliss for once. I know he loves me andsays he loves my body but he wouldn’t even go down on me last night. I’m just so sad. I don’t want to eat and just working out constantly . Maybe then he will feel how I feel and not have a desire to be with anyone else. Here’s a picture of me. Any advice??

I have gained some happy weight.