When we were TTC the first time, every single month was such a let down because I had this idea in my head that I would end up being infertile and never be able to have kids. I was wrong and my beautiful baby girl was born last October.

This past weekend, we were on vacation and we were talking about having another baby and my husband said that ideally, he wanted them to be around 2 years apart. Last time it took us 7 months to conceive so, knowing that it might not happen right away, he said we should start (really) trying again around when our daughter turns 1.

As of this cycle, we are not trying to prevent and we had sex 5 times during my fertile window. He said he was worried I would be really upset if we don't conceive right away and I told him this time was different because I know I get to be a mom at least to our daughter...but now as I am entering the tww, I worry he may be right... I'm scared it's going to get me really down if it doesn't happen quickly even though I know good and well it can take time. I don't want to get my hopes up but I'm so excited about the possibility of completing our family ❤ but ttc was tough last time and I don't know if its gonna be better or worse this time.