Last straw

Found my boyfriend intentionally search up this girl on YouTube she supposed a model but the video she was seriously butt naked so I didn’t say anything I left the video up and he he wondering what my problem he sees the video and goes ur mad over this knowing that I would be and says I haven’t done this in months the guys at my job where talking about I just was like oh let me check It out . He said he doesn’t get privacy but he searched it on my computer and I say what if I was looking up big black dick what would you do & he just starts laughing because it funny to him so supposedly I’m just a joke to him I’m 20& he’s 32 think it’s time I leave we have been together almost 2 years

She’s not a model she’s just a girl with a big ass the thing is no it’s not porn but my opinion it’s worse u absolutely just bluntly searching up a female to check her out & look @ videos of her doing nothing that’s just doesn’t seat right with me and never will it’s just like how do I know when the guys @ ur work point out to u a girl & tell u to go fuck her since u always listen to what they have to say & he’s says he’s not like that & my insecurities get the best of me no I just let him walk all over me & im tired