C-section blues

My husband and I have a 5 year old daughter and she was an emergency c-section, with our new daughter I was set on VBAC and told I’d be good to do it. I went into labor naturally and progressed quickly dilating like I should until I reached 9cm.. I was stuck at 9 for 4 hours before the doctor said something else is wrong you need a c-section. After my baby girl was born via c-section 7/15 I was told she was stuck and I had a ton of scar tissue.

I’m still having a hard time with the fact I was so close to having the experience I wanted and still having another c-section. I’m so thankful my baby girl is healthy and here but the idea of needing another c-section if we want more kids is making me not want more 😕