Every night for the past week and a half I wake up around 2:30am and I’m up till about 4:30-5 am. With mild period like cramps and what feels

Like starvation lol. I am grateful to be pregnant given we had 2 previous pregnancies and I feel horrible for complaining. But I’m tired 😩. I’m exhausted all the time. I’ve been super

Emotional, I’m scared, I feel alone most of the time. I worked up until July 22. Full time and in recent months a lot overtime. I had to stop working because it was getting hard for me to do my job with lifting patients and being efficient with my job duties as a PCT in my hospital. So now I’m home all the time, and all I do is cook, clean, laundry, and repeat. It’s hard to go out anywhere especially because I’m afraid of catching something so close to the end. I feel useless, my husband and I have always shared the workload. Wether it be financially or work

At home. But now I feel almost Obligated to do all the house work since he’s the only one working. I love my kids to no end, and I feel horrible that I miss working. My self esteem is in the dumps lately too, my belly is huge and heavy, I get so jealous when my husband looks at skinny girls while I’m over here looking like a beached whale 😞 Sorry for the long rant post. I guess maybe I just needed to vent