I would love some some advice.

This year has been roller coaster for me personally. On top of the covid19 and the whole world shutting down and all the craziness, my personal life has been crazy as well.

First off, my bf of almost 5 years broke up with me. The man that I thought I would marry one day left me.

Second, my family all starting to fight and not get along, so now I’m in the middle of all my family members hating each other.

I am 24 years old. I still live at home with my mom and step dad. I normally keep to myself because I really don’t like my step dad that much. He came into my life when I was 16 and I never bonded with him. And I don’t really care to.

I told my mom that I want to move out and find an apartment I can afford on my own. And she isn’t to happy about it. She wants me to stay home. She thinks the only reason I want to move out is because my bf dumped me. And that’s not true at all.

And I also told her that I don’t feel comfortable here because I don’t like my step dad and she went ballistic and got mad because I said that.

My mom has always been a very controlling person. She tried to control how I spent my money because she was on my bank account, I had to open up a new one and she was mad at that.

I’m going to move out this year but I know she’s going to make it difficult.

I just feel very lonely and depressed.