Well, it’s official. First pregnancy I have that didn’t end before 7 weeks with loooooow HCG numbers is ectopic.

Thankfully they were able to spot it yesterday with the high powered ultrasound in my right tube and I’m on methotrexate so hopefully I won’t lose a whole tube over it.

But I felt like ranting. I’m MAD. And sad. I have 5 angels: 4 miscarriages and now 1 ectopic. But while I make decent money (not 6 figures but with my spouse we usually cross $100k. Not this year due to his furlough but still) I unfortunately can’t afford the $15k/try for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. I’m mad my very good Blue Cross won’t cover it.

I’m just emotional, as I have every right to be, and needed to rant. And cry but I’ve been doing plenty of that.