Does this seem like anxiety?

For the past 10 months, I have been experiencing what I believe is anxiety. Before the pandemic started, I was having anxiety symptoms on & off. On New Years I was drunk, and it made the symptoms worse.

However, it wasn’t until the pandemic started that I am now feeling so weird. I’m not sure if it’s anxiety or not. My main concern is that I keep getting weird thoughts, that seem familiar, but I have no idea what those thoughts are (if that makes any since lol). I can’t look at cutting knives because I get this scared feeling. I also have unwanted thoughts, it just confusing, and keeps me worried and scared because I don’t want it to turn into depression or any other mental health condition.

I tried to look up some information about anxiety, and see what I could find about the symptoms. All I found was intrusive thoughts, but it’s hard to figure out if what I’m experiencing is intrusive thoughts, especially when it comes to the thoughts I’m having that give me a weird familiar feeling, but I can’t pinpoint what those thoughts are.

For people who have experienced anxiety, does this seem like I have anxiety?