Lord hear my prayers

Cassandra

I found out today that my baby is my co workers and not my fiancé baby. I told my fiancé everything when I had first found out that my co worker was going to take me to court if I didn’t get a paternity test and do what he said. I knew I had made the biggest mistake in my life. I had been with this man once and ruined a beautiful life I could have had. When I read the results my heart sank. There is no way I could have this baby and lie to my fiancé family and to my family. Everything bad always finds a way of coming out in the end. I knew I had to tell the truth to my fiancé and comply with my coworkers wishes for testing or be brought to court. Now I know the results and the anxiety that has been eating away at me for three months is partially subsided. I made my appointment for an abortion and feel like this is my only option. I read once on this app that a lady said abortion is just trading one pain for another and she is right. My baby would have been due in March and I’ll never get to meet them. I am going to hell for all of this and I have no one I can tell besides the man who’s heart I broke. I feel like I have no other choice than getting the surgery. Please pray for my fiancé who decided to stay through all of this...