I have been an auntie for 14 years... and a step mom for 7 years.. I love all of these kids so much.

I cannot wait to have one of my own.. I already know I will be good at it ❤ I often try to convince myself that it will be okay if it never happens for us.. but then I see beautiful babies everywhere and it makes me want one so badly

I want to know what they would look like, what their personality would be like. I wanna make them dinner and go to their school concerts.. have jam sessions in the car... listen to their little voices and read lots of bedtime stories.

I'm confident that one day it will happen for me.. 🤞 this has been the HARDEST thing I have ever done in my life.. i always thought it would be so easy. I spent so many years preventing getting pregnant.. and now that I want to be its taken us 4 years and 3 miscarriages. Nothing wrong with either of us 🤷‍♀️ just not the right time I guess.

Until then I just thank God for the kids he already has blessed me with..that includes my bonus son, nieces and nephews, and my friends babies ❤ and cannot forget my furbabies, feather babies, and reptile babies 🥰