Hi gals. Welp another unsuccessful ttc month period just started today and right now I’m over it. My boyfriend and I have been trying since March and it happened but then I miscarried and I was heart broken and sad and I asked god why (I know a lot of woman have been trying for years and either enjoying their first bundle of joy or they are still trying I just don’t want to sound Insensitive to everyone situation) but my boyfriend will always be by my side telling me when it’s our time god is going to have our back and I can’t help but smile but a little part of me is ready to give it up and just say well we are just going to live our life if it happens it happens if it doesn’t then looks like we’ll be moving somewhere nice to retire and be able to kick back. I’m honestly just writing this so I can get my feelings out but thanks for the listening ear or eyes