TMI // vagina ///

I take care of my down there all the time, I make sure I don’t use soap (all kinds), I use warm water to wash after going to the toilet and after I have a shower, I make sure it doesn’t smell yet people look down there for some reason.

I tend to feel insecure and ugh I hate it. I used a unscented vaginal suppository on Monday and I make sure I don’t have body odour...

Why do people do this? It’s mainly my family and they make me so insecure. The people in my lectures did it so often to the extent where I had a fight or flight response and I froze. I left that uni but I’m really scared what’s going on.

Is it because my diet? My panties don’t smell and I wash them often with unscented  laundry detergent :((( I’m only 19 and this sucks