Postpartum depression?! Help?

Kaitlyn

So, I’ve been doing pretty good I’m 3 days pp. I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety and depression and was on meds for it before being pregnant then when I got pregnant I asked to be taken off and I thought I’ve been okay since having her I felt a little emotional like but it’s normal and then last night I had the most VIVID TERRIBLE DREAM I literally had a dream my husband passed I woke up crying my eyes out and to see him next to me I just held him and cried more. Like what is going on with me? I’m definitely going to try and see a therapist tomorrow because this was absolutely horrible I’m still crying because of how real it felt. has anyone dealt with something like this I’m not sure on what to call this exactly...