I’m almost eight months in and these past few weeks I feel myself getting closer to my bf. We’ve said “I love you” to each other at three months.... but idk I just feel something even more intense as of lately. I’m terrified LOOOOOL. I really look at him and just get so happy. I’m so grateful that he’s in my life. I wasn’t even looking for a boyfriend when I first met him. And I even pushed him away in the beginning. I swear it’s always the guys you least expect it that you fall the hardest for. I’m so so scared cuz now my heart is extremely and fully on my sleeve. I really can see a future with him. Ugh I’m scared to say that. Idk why I’m sharing this. I guess I’m just getting my feelings out.