I’m getting so nervous...

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I don’t know why, but I’m starting to get really nervous for labor. This is my second baby and my first labor was absolutely perfect. I literally keep crying because I’m so nervous. I’m all packed, house is clean but I still feel unprepared. My son is also only 19months so I just want to cry when I think about going to the hospital because I will have to leave him. My husband will be getting two weeks off which is great but I’m already so nervous for when he goes back to work and I’m home alone with two babies.. and the baby isn’t even here yet 🤦🏼‍♀️ Can anyone else relate or am I just crazy!?