What do you do when you’ve finally just completely lost the will to even try anymore? Like, when you just completely feel like he’d rather look at anyone else it you despite how much effort you might put out? How the hell are you supposed to make yourself feel good, worthy, worth it? He hasn’t touched you in weeks, doesn’t say a word when you announce that your workouts have been paying off with the fact that you’ve lost 2 inches while your kids hug you happily. When you realize you just have absolutely no sex drive at all anymore. Yeah, depressive disorder has a lot to do with it, now that I have a diagnosis and tools to work with. But what’s the point?