Is anyone (currently pregnant) taking mood stabilizers? Did your doctor wean you off, or quit cold when you found out you were pregnant?

I’m currently seeking medication therapy for bipolar type 2. My doctor is actually refusing to prescribe me anything now that I told her I was ttc. I don’t think she should be doing that since I’m not pregnant yet. I’m actually going through a really hard time without it now, I feel like I’m losing myself again and that really can’t happen if I’m trying to get pregnant. All the stress is definitely a catch 22. Ive been phoning her since last Tuesday, and she still hasn’t sent over a script or scheduled an appointment.