I'm 11DPO and I woke up this morning to take a HCG test and started.. dramatically sobbing. 😓 I've been cramping so bad today but no blood or anything, just "ovary" pain, essentially.

I was so incredibly hopeful going into this month of TTC... All my LH Strips timed perfectly for every day but ONE that we missed because we were both exhausted. I slept with a diva cup in at night (to hold the swimmers lol) for basically five days straight, literally everynight we could do the BD.

I've been trying on and off since 2012, and started AGGRESIVELY trying again February 2020... Now it feels like every month it gets harder because I get all this hope because I'm doing everything right but... still failed.. again 🥺😭