Feeling so discouraged 😞

Every test I’ve taken has turned out to be negative. Everytime I go to sleep I get dreams of me taking pregnancy tests that turns out positive. I’ve already told myself I’m not taking anymore & I’ll just enjoy my time with the love of my life and let it happen. But these dreams keep happening and are getting on my nerves lol 😩

Had an ectopic in April and this next one would be my rainbow..