I’m finding this week emotionally traumatic. It’s my first period since my miscarriage and I feel a sense of finality as my body is returning to normal cycles. My body seems to have mended it’s self, but how I feel inside couldn’t be any different. I thought I’d be ready to try again as soon as my cycles returned, but I almost feel like I’m having another miscarriage. Whether it’s the blood, or the finality that my first pregnancy has come to an end I don’t know. But I feel so empty. My body is ready, but my heart is broken.