Is this stupid of me?

Met a guy on an app. We spoke everyday until one night he stopped speaking because of a stupid thing. I went to his city w/o telling him, he finds out and comes to visit me at the gate. We saw each other for less than 30seconds but that was the best moment of my entire life. I love him so much but he says ‘me and him’ are not his priority rn. We never dated just spoke for two months. He has so many flaws,but despite that it felt like he was the one. It really felt like that. I haven’t dated anyone since I was 17 I’m 28. Which is a loooong time but this shit just hurts so much. I don’t know what to do.