I'm Going Into Labor Alone...

So I made a post yesterday about my husband self harming and needing to go to a mental hospital. Me and his therapist went with him. We both cried and kissed each other goodbye. I started feeling contractions today around 2pm but thought nothing of it. My water broke about an hour ago, so here I am at the hospital.... This is my first baby and I never thought I would be doing in alone. I have to wait for my husband to call me because they don't let you call into the mental hospital. I waited and he called me about 20 minutes ago. They are only allowed on the phone ten minutes at a time. He felt so bad for missing this but I told him to get better. I feel I played it off Bette than I'm actually feeling. I'm terrified and my baby won't come home to a father. We can't even visit because visitations are closed because of corona....