Baby fever

Am I the only one that has baby fever so bad it hurts? I’m 25, have a career (I am a teacher), and just bought my first house. I’m in a very happy and healthy relationship. We aren’t married but he has hinted we will be engaged within the next year. I just feel like I’m finally in a place that I can have a kid and it kills me I can’t yet. He wants to wait until we are at least engaged. Which i understand. I just need some encouragement about waiting. Every time I am ovulating, I just want to lay in bed and cry. There is nothing I want more in the world than to be a mom.

Side note.. he has a toddler he has 5 days a week with his ex and we live together.