New Body.. Struggling.

I gained 27 lbs during pregnancy and I’ve lost 19, but i’m only 5’1, so the weight really shows, especially in my face, arms, legs, and belly area. 😔 I’m really struggling at the moment to be comfortable with my new body (ftm). I’m even embarrassed of my husband taking pictures of me with the baby. My maternity clothes are way too big on me and my regular clothes just don’t fit or look good at all, so i’m in sweat pants or pjs all day. My hair hasn’t been washed in about a week, maybe more. My legs and armpits are so hairy, i’m ashamed. I can’t even remember the last time I had a drop of make up on my face or even brushed my hair. I just don’t feel like me and i know this was to be expected after baby arrived, but I’m just struggling. 😢