Measuring 7W1D

I had my first OB appointment today. I don't have any photos because the machine chose that moment not to cooperate and wouldn't print.

Doc said everything is looking as expected, so overall a healthy bean. I saw it's heart beating.

I don't know why I didn't expect it to be real. It's something I never thought would be something I'd experience, like in some weird way I still thought that I'd get pregnant and then a baby would appear from somewhere else, like be delivered to my doorstep in none months. So weird to have this inside me and thriving.

So cool, but also so gross. And gross in a good way. Like I sometimes I think about the fact that my heart is beating inside my own chest without instructions from my conscious self and it grosses me out, but it's also so cool.

Yeah, that weirdness.