Pregnant and recently laid off

I just felt I needed to vent a little.

I'm 35 and I'm the mom of 6 kids and I was on the injection and got pregnant with the 7th and last.

Before covid I was working and taking care of my kids, no assistance from the government nothing,not saying it was easy but I made it work.

In my country Trinidad our cases went up drastically so they closed down casinos! Second time my job is being closed down in some short months. Then they laid us all off. Now with online learning my kids will need devices to support such but howwww when they have got to eat.

I feel like I'm going mad I'm so depressed.

I wake up crying most time I feel like I have failed them sigh