Im just on here because i need to vent. My life just ruined and im having such a hard time coping. Ive been quiet for a week straight now trying not to have a mental breakdown. Last tuesday my husband and i decided to drive 1 day and 9 hours to california to see my mother inlaw. We left Wednesday and by Thursday at 2am i got a call from my mom. Apparently my aunt went in cardiac arrest. Apparently she had no potassium in her body on top of they shut her electricity off for some reason so she couldnt breathe. It took the ambulance 30 min to arrive at there house which it only takes 10min. Since they took so long my aunt died 2 times on the way to the hospital so they put her into a coma to hopefully let the swelling go down in her brain. But by 4am she was braindead. This woman raised me and she was more of a mom then my adopted mom. The one time i go on vacation my aunt dies! I feel cursed. But no thats not it. You see no matter what happens my adopted parents has to be the center of attention. This past Wednesday was my aunts funeral. And here i am stuck so far away so i was in my head about that. But i get a call APPARENTLY my dad decided to do drugs and crashed my moms BRAND NEW car. And he didnt even go his sisters funeral. Apparently he went to her viewing Tuesday all drugged out. Now hes going to a rehab for 1 year. My moms already making plans for her to get out of my life. (She was only in my life because of him) so in 1 week ive lost my aunt, my dad, and my mom. My husband doesnt understand why im not in the mood to continue the vacation 😔 i feel so freaking lost in the world.