4th pregnancy, fuzzy feeling not here!

Don’t judge me-

This is my 4th pregnancy. I praise God and pray that everything will be fine and this love will manifest healthy and happy in 2021. I notice that I am happy about this pregnancy but I somehow feel different! Less excited, more trying to figure out how in the world I’m going to do this! I have a 15 yr old, a 5 year old and a 2 year old! We have a 4 bedroom home, the girls share a room and 1 room is storage! I feel like my house isn’t big enough! Then I have a SUV, 3 rows but the girls sit on the second row, where will the baby go? The girls still need to reach out and touch me! My life is crazy with the ones I have, plus working, married, dog etc......

I just feel overwhelmed and I’m in my first trimester! I know God has us!!! I’m just so focused on tomorrow that I’m not enjoying today. Has anyone felt like this? How do I shake it?