So I know i’m not the only one when i say that trying to conceive is one of the hardest things i’ve ever tried to do in life. I myself feel worn out and overwhelmed with all the emotions that come with waiting for your period and thinking that your body is changing and in reality it’s just your imagination, and you get your period anyways. I can’t tell you how many times i’ve cried and cried because of the disappointment I feel when i go to the bathroom and wipe and there is blood! it is so stressful on us females when we want to have a baby sooooo bad and it just seems like the world is telling us that it’s not going to happen. I’ve been trying to get pregnant for a year and it has been the most uphill battle for my mental state, all i’ve wanted is to finally see a positive pregnancy test, or no blood but it’s NOT HAPPENING. I think mentally i’m not sure how much longer I can put up with this, I feel like i have so many emotions about this whole process but my husband doesn’t quite understand how I feel and why I cry when I start bleeding. Like all I have ever wanted was to become a mother other than to my dogs, and it’s just not happening. I am just so overwhelmed with emotions and anxiety from wanting it so bad. I know i’m not the only one going through this but it just sucks so much more when I go on here and see everyone posting about there pregnancy and telling there other halves their pregnant. Also going on social media seeing that people I know are pregnant, it just hurts so bad that these people are getting pregnant and I can’t , and it hasn’t happened for me. As i sit here and type this I am crying because I feel like it’s not going to happen ever for me :(