After I get home from work

My SO: Is you gon cook the chicken

Me: no I really don't feel like it

My SO: okay I'll call you back

Me: okay

My SO: what you doing

Me: cooking the chicken

My SO: okay I'll be there in a minute, everything good you cool?

Me: yeah

Me: (texting my SO) do you have money for a drink its $4.99 I'll give it back all I have is a debit card I'll have to go to Walgreen's to get it off

My SO: (text back) come outside in 2 mins. (He's outside in 2 minutes)

Me: I'm cooking

Me: I go outside hoping he had the drink, I said yeah wssup I didn't see a drink so I said well its cold imma go back in

My SO: knock knock knock at the door

Me: opened the door

My SO: you a stupid b**** yo dumb bi-polar a** I'm sitting out there waiting on you you a retard.

Me: d*** what I do I said I'm cooking

My SO: leaves back out for 10 mins come back in saying yo fat dumb a** b**** wtf you doing on the phone thought u wanted to go to the store retarded a** you a bit polar a** b***"

Me: I'm cooking how can I leave you asked me to cook the chicken

My SO: yadda yadda yadda b**** this b**** that you a h** b**** you said take you to the store

Me: terrified (the whole time he's intoxicated I can't believe alcohol do this to him all of a sudden and he'll say he don't remember none of that tmmr) I had to call the police and tell them he gotta leave til he sober up....he was back at my door within 10 minutes still calling me b****** this is so horrifying because its dangerous especially if the police don't scare him and I know my temper as well if I'd had a drink I maybe would've swung or grabbed a object to knock him out with. Me and this guy been together almost a year and he see I just bought a TTC kit and would start acting like this I mean I'm working on being fertile and a night like this could've ended up where he's no longer welcomed I'm not accepting his apology and have moved on quickly this is my apartment I don't have to be lonely and because of his drunken mistake I might just move on as quickly as I thought he did. I look outside he's sitting in his car. I don't understand this man he has no where to go or he really love me I'll never know I think its aggravation. I can't take this abuse and I really love him but that alcohol gon get somebody hurt I can only imagine what he'll do to me if I was pregnant. I definitely know a baby won't change anything. I notice when I get on Glow and say something about his bmama or ex wife I have these kind of problems and I be like what did I do I'm sure my content on here is locked from the public unless the insecure broad a hacker .....yeah yo bd/ex in love and he mad that he doing like that..... He mad at my coochie 😛😜😛 you should be too. Run tell DAT!!!!