I just wish he was here. I wish he would marry me and be here every Christmas and holidays. I just wanted a different life. I know he was the biggest ass to us. But I wish things could of gone different. I just don't know what to do, I know now you can't force some one to love you and even children don't make people stay. But dam you make a promise you should honor it. I feel wounded. How do you successfully get over some one who did you wrong?