šŸ˜”All alone

Im pregnant and all alone. The Dad doesnā€™t want anything to do until I get a dna test to prove its his. My mother is mad because I didnā€™t help her with a job that she asked me to help with, she wonā€™t answer my messages or return my calls. I was living with my uncle and his gf and for no reason they started being mean to me and are basically driving me out of living with them. When I moved with my uncle he ended up going to jail and during that time I took care of all the bills . I was living paycheck to paycheck and going to college. Because of life, I was without a car and now got one that Iā€™m making monthly payments on, on top of that expensive insurance because Iā€™m 19. With COVID I changed jobs (was a server before) and now a cashier and Iā€™m barely making enough to cover my expenses. I have gone through a lot this year, I know we all have . But I went to Arkansas for a weekend just to distract myself . I budgeted strictly . I asked my uncles gf if they could take care of the bills while Iā€™m gone because I wanna not stress about money when I go. They didnā€™t. I made the mistake to pay them. Which caused me to go broke as she never payed me in full what she owed me for two months because according to her she payed me already. I asked her after two months had passed if she could pay me before such date because my car payment was gonna go through and she didnā€™t and I ended up paying an overdraft fee twice. About a week ago I had a place to go but things donā€™t always go as planned but I had already told my uncle I was gonna move out and today he texts me while heā€™s in the living room if Iā€™m going to pay him the rent or not and that he payed last months bills all by himself . I donā€™t have the money to pay them back rn . Iā€™m struggling . I told him I only have $300 (my only savings) and that I could get the Rest on Friday when Iā€™m payed . And that the bills Iā€™ll pay when I can but that I canā€™t right now . All he says is ok. And if Iā€™m going to stay or not and I explain that for sure Iā€™ll be out November . But I wanted to leave before but just canā€™t rn . He says ā€œokā€ . I leave to fill out paperwork at the doctor and he texts me telling him I owe him $212 . Meaning that Iā€™m paying half of the bills when itā€™s 3 people and Iā€™m always working and hardly home . I get mad and tell him off and tell him how ever since he left I took care of everything that house, and always payed more than everyone else because of his internet bill that no one payed just me. And that three times I was not payed in full what was owed to me and I never said anything and how when he came back I never charged a dime because he was in a big debt but that we all have shit we have to pay for . I told them to go fuck themselves and Iā€™m leaving by the end of the week. Only I donā€™t have anywhere to go. Iā€™ve asked many people and no one can help me.

Whenever I took care of the bills I always tried to pay them on time , his gf always payed me late . And I just wish they would be as understanding as I was with them. šŸ˜ž they know Iā€™m pregnant. They just donā€™t care .

I donā€™t care if I have to live in my car for a few weeks. But I have a dog and I canā€™t make her live in my car . I donā€™t know what to do. Sheā€™s all I have . I canā€™t give her away either .

Im so hurt because I feel like everyone has turned their backs on me after I did so much for them šŸ’”šŸ˜ž

Like itā€™s FAMILY. Why do they do this to me at these such hard times šŸ˜žšŸ’”