How I lost my V-Card🤭 *rollercoaster of emotions*😳

⚫️ okay so i’m going to give a story on how i met the guy i did the deed with 😅

(I am going to be changing names)

‼️DISCLAIMER: THIS IS GOING TO BE LONG‼️

BACKSTORY🟣

I hadn’t dated anyone for about 3 years before Micheal, who i started dating in February at my school and my relationship with him was about 4 and 1/2 months long btw🤭

looking back now- i realize it was a toxic relationship.⚠️ It was to the point where Micheal would manipulate me into showing him my body. It was also so bad that my day wasn’t complete without having a mental breakdown😭

I’d like to mention that I had a support system of 3 friends and after a while I came to terms with the fact that it was bad for me so I drew my lines and I guess Micheal wasn’t so okay with it because ( GET THIS ) he told his MOM to TEXT ME A BREAKUP TEXT and say that it was HER DECISION‼️ what a guy huh⁉️Anyways, I was actually happy that we ended. ☺️

⚫️ Now I will get into how i met the guy i did the deed with😌

How I met Ismael🟣

I gave you the story to let you understand a little bit on why i did this.

so around the middle of Micheal’s and my relationship, I was walking to the bus stop to get to school ( i use public transport ) and this guy skated past me and i didn’t think much of it. I was just listening to music, minding my business.😌🖤🎵

So i get to my stop and he comes up to me. He asks me my name, I tell him and vice versa. His name is Ismael. So the next thing Ismael asks for is my snap. I tell him I’d give it to him but I wasn’t going to texting him because I had a boyfriend at the time.🙅🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️

Man had the guts to tell me “it’s okay, i don’t mind waiting for you to realize that your bf is a bum and i’m better” 😳 keep in mind IVE NEVER MET THIS MAN BEFORE‼️so I cave in, pass him my snap, laugh a bit and get on my bus😌

I didn’t think much of it after 5mins. So i get to school, normal day like any other and i went along with my life🤷🏻‍♀️ Next thing you know, corona hits and we go into quarantine⚠️ After about 2 months, Micheal and I end and I didn’t think about anyone but myself. ✨

About late June, i get a text.... from Ismael🤭

from there we started talking and flirting and getting along well. We met a couple of times a couple blocks from my house just to talk and see how well we vibe together in person. 😌

However, there were moments where he would ghost me for 3-5 days and then text me like if nothing happened.😕 So i started being dry asf and he would get all sensitive and ask to see me again but i kept putting it off.👋🏼

But a couple days ago, i caved in into seeing him again because i was really stressed from school work and i needed to see someone who was my immediate family members😓 It was late asf tho like 1:30am and my parents are in Mexico atm dealing with some family issues so it’s only my 2 older sisters and me🤫

so i bring Ismael over into the guest room downstairs and my sisters don’t know where the room key is so I locked the door in hopes that they didn’t need anything from in there😬 (it’s like a storage unit atm so you can see why I hoped)🤭

anyways, we were talking for a good 45 mins before i got a little... feeling down there and i was in NEED of a stress reliever but I was a virgin and he knew this so i was pretty hesitant in asking😅 so i finally brought it up and Ismael kept asking me if i was sure that i wanted to do it because i was virgin. So i said of course and we did it🤩 it only hurt for the first minute or 2 because it was my first time but lemme tell y’all....

Almost instantly, i found out this man knew EXACTLY what he was doing because sheesh.... he knew all the good spots🥰 mans had me in 10 different positions, all better than the last😜 it was so damn good, mans had me calling him daddy, wanting to moan as loud as possible😩 i wasn’t able to tho because he was kissing all over me and choking me at the same time🤤

idk about you ladies but i like kissing a guy’s fingers when ik he’s feeling a little horny😏 so when Ismael would grab my face to kiss me, i would turn to suck on his thumb and he’d go faster and faster😫 and i cummed so much and was fucked so hard that my legs started to shake and i could barely sit, let alone stand🥵

get this tho, he was such a good guy that he let me finish before him AND he didn’t wanna risk getting me pregnant on the 1st go so he pulled out before finishing and i finished him off by giving him a blowjob🥰 we lasted a whole as hour and tbh I’m surprised he lasted that long🤭

so by the time we finished, it was 3:30am and we wanted to get him out by 3:45am so we wouldn’t get caught😅 HOWEVER.... that plan backfired because my oldest sister came downstairs to do homework (she’s in college) and stayed there for about 2 hours🤦🏻‍♀️ I only know that she went to do homework because I asked my OTHER sister if she could check and she was fine with it😂 my 2nd sister is like my bestfriend so we got each other’s back’s in everything and anything🥰🤩

so anyways, I was gonna try and wait her out but it was taking too long and there is this big storage thing that’s outside that’s covering the window of the room so we were practically stuck in there😕 I had online class at 8:30am so she thought i was asleep and it’s be sus if i would just randomly pop out the room when she didn’t hear or see me go downstairs😬

so, at 4am we decided it was best that we just stay in the room, making no noises🤫 i wanted to stay awake and let him sleep bc he had to work at 9am🤭 but we both ended up napping together and cuddling until 7am☺️ he woke me up, in hopes that we could have “morning sex” but at that point, i just wanted him out so i wouldn’t get into trouble😅 and thank the lord i got him out right than and there because my sister’s alarm went off RIGHT as I closed the front door🥵 so i got a water bottle, showered- finally, and got my things ready for class and acted as if nothing happened🥰