Was he right ? Also HELP

So I have been feeling like my husband doesn’t want me no more bc we used to have sex like 4 times a week and now it’s like 2 or 3 max he says it’s because he’s also waiting on me to take the initiative and bc sometimes he’s tired etc.

So today I was like walking in for him in undies bending down si of course he knows I wanted to so I get in bed he chill for like 10 minutes he starts rubbing on me then says ok bring the lube... so I’m like I was close to the drawer with the lune 10 min ago.... I now have to get out of bed( crawl so the end and then get off bc I sleep on the wall side) I told him he was closer just get it also because I just got to bed and he didn’t say anything before so he says if I don’t get the lube HE WONT and there will be no sex.... so I didn’t get it and another bad night “......I’m just crying thinking what’s happening between us... I have asked him MANY TIMES IF NOT EVERYDAY if he’s not attracted to me anymore and he says HE IS I have asked me if he rather masturbate HE SAYS NO I ask him if he just doesn’t want sex anything HE SAYS HE DOES BUT DOSNT ACT LIKE IT

Idk what to do I don’t deserve feeling rejected and if I tell him I feel like this he says it’s not like that and that’s it

I don’t know what to do bc I know myself and if I get on my mind we won’t do It at all whenever he wants I’m not gonna to and everything will be worse....

WAS HE RIGHT ON GETTING MAD AND NOT HAVING SEX BC OF THAT??

And what should I do