Heart broken

So I found out 9-3 that I am pregnant well it was a faint line, so I waited and tested 9-4 and 9-5 and the line got darker. Well I told my boyfriend that I was pregnant (no we didn’t prevent from getting pregnant) and he told me to take the abortion pill... I ended things with him and he went crazy throwing chairs and whole I was tryn to get ahold of my dad to help me move my stuff out he grabbed my wrist and knocked my phone out of my hand. I finally got all my stuff out but it still hurts that he would say take the abortion pill... he knows I’m against it... I’m fine with doing this on my own I did it with my first two (well my sons dad passed away when he was 4). But it still hurts to think someone who said they love you would put there hands on you and tell you to abort a baby.. I just needed to rant... I’m sorry