Not letting myself eat every other day.

One day I’ll eat what and when I like and the next I won’t allow myself to take one bite of something no matter how hungry I am. I look forward to the days I can eat because I love eating (I’m an average weight btw, probably closer to the thinner side) and I enjoy food but I also enjoy the feeling of power and control when I don’t allow myself to eat. Everything in my life is a mess right now and this is one thing I can cling to.