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hey y’all

hoping someone can help me out here. so i’m roman catholic, my entire family is polish. today i went to a second hand store or thrift store or whatever you want to call it. my grandmother bought a rosary. when we got home she realized she shouldn’t have because her beliefs are that it’s a sin to buy someone else’s rosary because you don’t know what they’ve done and yadda yadda. and i have a nightmare problem, i’m looking into it. but i went to my apartment and i fell asleep around 1:30. i woke up at 1:45 and realized i had 3 back to back nightmares of someone killing me or watching me. they’re kind of normalized for me because i get them a lot, i had an abusive father and i just recently got away from it, and they’re pretty normal for me. but these ones were different and a little more gory. one of them had that satanic goat thing in it? i don’t completely remember it but i think that’s what it was. it was at the top of my window. and one of them was my dad killing me. the other was dolls on my wall that were really dead people? someone help somehow, input?