Lonely. Bad..It’s depressing and I feel like I’m losing control of myself and my feelings.

My fiancé took a contract job that was only supposed to last 6 months...3 years ago. I’m at home right now 4 hours away. I cook. I clean. I take care of our children when they’re here (both divorced with 1 child each). I take care of the yard, and our dog. He’s currently working 7 days a week. 10 hour shifts mostly. I know I am being selfish, but I do not feel like we’re not in a relationship anymore. He seems to have no desire to work closer to home. I am lonely, sexually frustrated and I feel used and betrayed. Everything has been about him and his life, it’s never “us”. He tells me he can’t do anything about it. 😟