Letter To Myself

I've accepted my past,

AND THAT THIS PAIN WONT LAST.

I've accepted the fate,

AND THAT ITS NEVER TOO LATE.

I want to change how I feel deep down inside,

I no longer want to wear this "cool girl" disguise.

I accepted that in my life I made poor decisions,

Things I've done could've AND SHOULDVE put me in prison.

I gave up my innocence when I was 13 years old,

Total mistake but it made me feel bold.

Messed with men twice my age,

Never lied about it,but somehow we were always on the same page.

But like I said, I've accepted my interesting past, I can tell you stories for days.

Let's just live in the present.

I want a family now, and a life that's really pleasant.

The words Strenght, Courage and Wisdom.

I have them tattooed down my spine.

So I can always remember that with this in mind, my life will turn out JUST fine 🙂.