Extremely bittersweet.

My angel.

My beautiful mother Renee, an extremely amazing, charismatic, courageous and free spirit, devastatingly passed away, very soon and unexpectedly just over a week ago.

Before she passed away, she kept mentioning that babies were around and hinted that I'd more than likely get pregnant very soon. I was very skeptical, as I've had many issues in the past while trying to conceive.

Last night and this morning, after taking two tests... She was most definitely right. I'm pregnant! While I'm extremely happy to hear about the news, it's also very bittersweet.

I'm not looking for anyone's sympathy, just someone to tell, while I try to process the news.

I miss her beyond belief and genuinely wish that I could share this beautiful moment with her.

But as she would say,

"I'll see you when I'm looking at you." 🦋